I've been wanting to have one since I saw Mel C from the Spice Girls. Geez! That was a long time ago, ei? I know I've been a kid back then and now that I'm old enough, it took me a few more years before I finally decided to get one.
It was a prolonged decision making process considering that there are lots of factors running in my head ...
- Will it hurt bad? Will I not regret it?
- What if I get a disease out of doin' it? Will it be safe?
- Will my parents be mad at me? Am I still gonna be accepted by my family and friends?
- What if I want a different design? This one's gonna be marked on me for a lifetime. Will I not get satiated?
- Is this gonna affect my career and my reputation? Will I still get decent jobs if I get one?
I guess there are more items I get troubled with but I decided to stand firm with my decision and not to be worried by a lot of things. I've been wanting to have one for a long time now and nothing's gonna stop me. No one can. I've lived my life considering other people's wants and needs and sacrificing my own, most of the time. This one's just one of those things but what the heck! I gotta decide on my own. 
Yesterday, I was with my client Joelynn Holliday and a few friends ... Jamie Blocker, Bo Mariano, and Jan Salvador. We all decided to a tattoo. Jamie's a hard core tattoo freak. LOL. She referred us to this shop with prestige ... P&P Tattoo. It was rather expensive as a minimum cost but hell! Their designs are awesome! Plus, their tools are well-maintained and you are ensured of safety and cleanliness. Oh boy! It was freaky at first but I got so excited and finally got one!
I've always had a henna tattoo of this design from time to time. It excudes character in me and represents more of me ... the Chinese character for love ... "Ai."
It took the artist just ... 30 minutes I guess to complete my design. I was worried at first that they might not be able to make it look like a real Chinese text unless they're really Chinese. I actually thought twice. But ... they did it fine! Hooraay! I was happy with it. Simple yet meaningful. My reaction ... well, all throughout the process, I was screaming like crazy while Joelynn was hugging me and holding my hand. LOL.
They placed a lot of petroleum jelly on my legs ... well I kinda requested for that too coz I thought, the more lubricated my legs are, the better it'll feel and it won't hurt too much. Haha. I was wrong though. I also felt the needle! [Photo credits: http://panicqueen16.multiply.com]
Well, it's done! It's done! I guess after some time, I will decide on adding more. I also wanted an armband celtic design with my name in Chinese "Cai" 彩on top of it. Lemme think about it more and finally I may be able to get it ... sooner or later. It's the art I want so lemme have it ...
Chai
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