These past few days, I’ve been contemplating on the many things, primarily on the most recent turn of events. Things have been pretty devastating and I can’t help being emotional … it's been a week but my heart still weeps ... what a
September 26, 2009 that was! More photos on my Album ...
Typhoon Ondoy has been a record-breaker in terms of death tolls in the country (caused by super typhoons too as I read). Seeing its aftermaths in most sites have been very alarming. It came as a shock to most of us who have been caught off-guard. And I guess regardless of preparation, we wouldn’t be able to know when we’ll be hit.
That Saturday, I was sooo worried about the completion of my much-awaited event come the next day. I’ve been preparing everything for it and updating the people I’m supposed to meet. But the weather wasn’t favorable so I made a call to cut it off and just reschedule it … I was sad but I didn’t want to sacrifice the safety of my friends just because of that favor. I’m glad they understood. And I’m glad they’re safe.
My way to work has been a challenge already. The fact that the roads we took were already deeply flooded (was on a cab and the driver was worried about his engine too). I arrived ... I took a few hazy photos along the way ...
One thing that also worried me later on after I rendered my shift was the fact that my dad had been keeping me from coming home. I was stuck in the office since morning and the streets have been heavily flooded then. The rain didn’t stop and everyone got stranded. I thought I would just wait ‘til evening then I could go home. I was wrong. The signal in my neighborhood is pretty bad and I couldn’t get timely updates from my dad that time. I was worried sick. Dad, mom, and my younger sister were all at home; and I was out there … not knowing what’s happening.
I guess I’m just paranoid or something … couldn’t help it. I just didn’t want to leave ‘em alone in times of dire need. My parents are already old and I only have one sister. I love them so much that I don’t want them to be out of my sight. I guess that fire that caught our house a few years back was such a traumatic experience for me … that the only thing I wanted to save was the Bible they gave me, which I kept on my bedside. Seeing submerged houses and those, which are flooded waist-deep inside their houses caused some flashbacks on me … scenes I didn’t want to remember … scenes I saw after the fire not so long ago … scenes of our house totally flooded … pumped waters from the firemen … scenes of Red Cross giving us relief goods and blankets at that time we didn’t know where to settle the night after. I couldn’t help but remember these after seeing the photos of Ondoy’s wrath. I’m just glad that my family’s safe. We were able to tough it out that time during the fire … I guess the heavy rain and flooding wouldn’t be that bad after all. I just wanted to be with them that time … that’s all.
A few exchange of text messages with me and my dad went this way … This is in TAGALOG though (Filipino language) but in summary ... I was worried about my family and I get impatient when I don't get a response nor callback ... sad that the cellphone signals were unreliable that time but I'm glad they're safe.
DAD: Chai, wag ka na umuwi. Malalim na tubig dito. Ma-stranded ka lang.
CHAI: Okei. Kamusta ba kayo dyan?
DAD: Ok naman kami. Malakas lang ang hangin. Baka masira yung yero sa bubong. Si Jong di na naka-alis papunta run sa kasal ni Victoria.
CHAI: (evening) Dad wala nang ulan, pwede na ba ko umuwi? (Tried to call – cannot be reached.)
CHAI: (impatient – calling sister, dad, texting) Dad / Jong, ano na nangyayari dyan? Sagutin niyo naman ako please … uwi na ko.
DAD: Wag muna. Tumaas pa yung baha. Hanggang bewang na lahat ng daraanan mo hanggang dito sa atin. Dyan ka na lang, mas safe pa dyan. Nawawala yung signal dito e. Nagba-brown out pa. May pumutok na poste sa kanto. Lumalakas na ulit yung ulan.
CHAI: Haay salamat. Kala ko kung ano na nangyari dyan eh. Charge niyo na cell niyo hanggang may kuryente pa.
CHAI: (early wee hours in the morning, Sunday) Dad/Jong, kamusta ba dyan? Umuulan ulit. May kuryente pa ba?
DAD: (took longer to reply) May ilaw pa. Hanggang dibdib na tubig, wala ka na daraanan. Pumasok na tubig sa baba. Binaha na sina Leilani. Okay pa naman kami dito sa taas. Matulog ka na muna. Kanina ka pa gising.
CHAI: Ok lang ako dito. Work na lang ulit. Second shift ko na to. Di rin ako makatulog eh. Basta ok kayo. Ingat kayo dyan. Love you po.
But around 3 or 4AM I guess I fell asleep on my desk. My body’s been failing me already. We only had a few employees who came and there were 6 of us stuck that day, rendering our next shifts without resting. After about an hour of nap I guess, I was awaken by one of the employees who were able to come, requesting for food stub. Ahh yes … I was about to distribute that.
As part of our BCP, free meals were given to employees who were able to come that day. I stayed awake watching our performance too but I totally lost energy around 8AM I think … I lied down flat on the couch and slept … 3 hours passed I guess and Jan woke me up but made me go back to sleep. She just wanted to check if I’m ok. She was stuck in her van too after Saturday shift and came back to our office that Sunday to check her people. Our VP and Country Manager visited the area too. They just let me rest and sleep until end of shift then … I was touched by their message too … sending appreciation for the leaders who didn’t let our people down and took care of our employees at the time when no one else would be available.
I got home around 3 or 4PM that Sunday I guess … when there was already sunshine. The streets were still flooded but I didn’t care. I’m used to braving the floods since childhood. In college, I recall a time I went home riding the tricycle … on top of it. Yes. Coz the flood in Dapitan (UST) was so deep and riding inside will just cause me to be wet all over. I was sooo relieved after getting home. I’m reunited with my family and I was happy to see that they were all okay.
This week, I’ve been busy a lot of deadlines and end of month reports but our company’s heart is still with the victims of Ondoy. We’ve been checking daily on the agents who were still unable to work and updating our HR group on their status. Relief operations were pretty tiring for them too but it was worth it. We were giving out donations as well, to the point of going to their areas of residence to give immediate assistance – monetary and in kind. I suppose these activities will still continue this coming weeks. And I’m glad that our company is all-ready for these on-the-spot humanitarian work. All employees are united towards a common goal ...
Our streets are now better ... not much high flooded areas ... on my way home last Tuesday or Wednesday I think, the waters are just ankle deep or gutter deep I guess. Here are a few photos I took on my way home ...
I just wish that everyone who got affected will be able to relive their lives after this tragedy. It’ll be hard at first but I know that indeed, after this hard rain, there’s always sunshine and a bright rainbow ahead. I once thought that it would be impossible (when that fire had hit us). But I had to stay strong for my family. And with the help of my good friends in school and at work, I was able to again patch my pieces together. I had to work wearing shorts and jacket alone that time. My boss Rocky was in full support to keep me motivated despite my emotional state. My best friend Boots was very helpful in giving me temporary shelter. My Ex was also supportive and visiting us everyday and giving groceries. My closest friend at work Emz was going gaga trying to help me find a new place and giving me new options where to live. Another good friend of mine Bailey gave me tons of new clothes for me and my family. All our clients and colleagues before have given me monetary help as well to make me start anew … all these have happened … at the time I thought I was completely helpless. I was terribly ill inside … weak and fragile but I knew that if I wouldn’t be strong, my family wouldn’t be able to recover. I am grateful for every blessing I received! So I braved all that and now … we’re much better. Still not completely settled since we’re just renting unlike before when we had our own place but I know that having my parents and my sister with me; we’ll be ok.
And this is what I share to some folks who cry and think they wouldn’t be able to recover. Aside from monetary help that I can give (well, I ain’t rich but I give wholeheartedly to those in deep need), salary deduction and outright cash I wouldn't even ask to be paid back; they need comfort and encouragement … that they can rise after this tragedy … that they can get all the help they need … they just don’t have to stop … they don’t have to lose hope. The material things they lost are just temporal and they can regain them soon. They just need to be strong …
And I tell Bailey to stay strong too. She has a young kid with her and her husband and she’s currently pregnant with her new baby. She’s residing in her uncle’s house. She lives in Marikina and yes, her house was completely submerged too. She’s weak now and needs strength … well gurl, consider me your strength. At that time I almost lost my sense of sanity, you were one of the people who kept me sane. Now, it’s my turn to help you out. And I will help you the best way I can too … just stay strong. And remember the things you told me when I lost my home for 22 years … look at me now. I’m alive and have relived my life. You can surpass this challenge girl … stay strong … stay strong … To my other friends out there ... let's rummage her stocks of swimsuits ... those that she still has available at http://baileylicious.multiply.com - hurry and purchase!
There are a number of ways how we can help the victims of the typhoon. One good note was that blog from Jin Joson - a fellow Filipina whose deep thoughts are with our fellow Pinoys. I link my post to her blog so people could find more ways to help. Jin had a number of lists there where we can all donate - here's another news article from her. We all have our shares of sad stories and aftermaths; and this is mine … I wish I can help all those who got affected but I know I ain’t a superhero. And so I just help spread the word … trying to reach out to the folks who have a good heart … please help my countrymen. Please help our people. And after this, I pray for a brighter tomorrow for everyone. And my deepest thoughts, sentiments, and prayers to those whose grief and laments aren't solved yet for their losses ... God have mercy on us all ...
<<photo credits to: http://ondoy.tumblr.com except for those I took from my cellphone>>
Chai
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